What Should I Do in This Situation ? I Need You to Give Me Some Advice
Have you ever learned how to accept the situation and be sincere with everything that happens in your life?
First of all, I want to apologize to all of you for this writing, not giving advice, but here I will pour out my heart and thoughts. So, I need some perspective from all of you on this.
Okay, Coming back to my question about learning to accept situations, we’ve all been in difficult situations and we all have different ways of surviving.
I want to know how you are here to survive in those difficult times. Sorry if I opened up your old memories but I need some advice on this.
At this time, I have lost the sense to do activities, my mind is blank, and these days I spend in my room. There is no motivation to do anything. I feel like an undead.
My mind will be disturbed if I have as busy as before, now I have graduated from college and am unemployed. I had a dream to continue my master’s degree abroad but failed because my parents didn’t allow me and they hesitated to live abroad. That’s why I feel the world is unfair when I have strong ambitions they don’t support me. Even though whatever I do is to make them proud.
In February, my emotions were unstable between anger and sadness. I can’t close my eyes because I remember all my dreams of going to college. I remember my enthusiasm for wanting to graduate quickly because I wanted to focus on my master’s degree but in reality, I failed. Anger that I couldn’t hold back for a month. Just looking at people outside makes me angry even though they are not doing anything.
I planned that after graduation I wanted to take courses to apply for a scholarship but that failed because I had to go home and now I do nothing but feel annoyed with this incident. I couldn’t discuss this with my parents because we would end up fighting. I really want to hear about this dream.
One thing I can say from all of this is that I am on the test of becoming a great adult. And I was ordered to wait for the good karma of this matter. I am also aware that there is a great prize to come.
But I can’t hide my anger with this situation as it has ruined everything.
I wonder how you can accept the situation when your plan fails? Are you going to force it? Or do you have several lists that can replace the first plan?
And how can you walk even though you have to cry first?
Please respond to my writing, I need enlightenment about all this. Thank you for reading this. Have a nice day.